hey there im really sorry ...ive been absent from DA for a long time. i just got a myspace account...ive been spending alot of time on there.


anyways heres my myspace page check it out

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i am finally out if this mess i have been in.. i never thought that burning your ex's gifts and memories could make you feel so much better

anyways i just finished the second in the twilight series new moon...such a great book i think im hooked

lifes been pretty good lately...ive learned alot.

let me know if you guys have any requests for art projects im lost

~*~Clubs~*~


*Friends*



~feiron

I CANT BREATHE!!!

omg...a few photos from the past..the continuing knowledge of true love forming from clay...piled on with some fresh rejection...and i cant breathe...literally i cant breathe right now!...i feel like my lungs are collapsing..and i cant get air.

im crying so hard...but if i go to the hospital for this they will ask what brought it on...and i cant handle that...

is this normal???

o god my head hurts!! my chest is heaving i just wanna die!..

i cant breathe in!!!! i keep choking..this has never happened before.???

on top of it....im so cold...the frickin wind is blowing outside..and my room is like an icebox....my hands are shaking..i need air...but i just keep choking

~feiron

im so happy right now....just getting ready for a date with a girl i recently met...shes amazing works with me ...and is really easy to talk to i have a feeling tonight is going to be fun :

Yeah, hey, hey
Oh, yeah

I'd been having my
Eyes on you for awhile
Girl, it's something about your act
And I sure do like your style

Maybe it's the way
That you carry yourself
Maybe it's the way
That you ride around

You move with the feeling
And you sure know how
Girl, I'm out to get your love
And I'm too hot to stop now

Yeah, yeah, yeah......

I don't mind if I'm considered uncool
Cause I believe to each his own
I don't play that rule

When you find the special one
That really drives you wild
You owe it to yourself to try
Cause soon they might be gone

Getting next to you
Is what I want to do
Girl, I wanna get it somehow
Cause I'm too hot to stop now

Yeah, hey, hey, yeah

Getting next to you
Is what I want to do
Getting next to you
Is what I want to do

Getting next to you
Is what I want to do
Getting next to you
Is what I want to do

Yeah, hey, hey, yeah

"to hot to stop now" by the bar kays

dang this is such a great song to listen to when your going out its the song from superbad

still artin it up....but for now time to go have some fun. gonna go off to the movies ...then for some dinner.

~*~Clubs~*~


*Friends*



~feiron

hello all sorry if i havent posted in awhile..i have been living life to the fullest.... although i admit sometimes..life can be alil fuzzy .

Thank god for the friends i have it takes a real friend to comfort you while your crying and wailing in your sleep ... even if you dont remember doing it. i guess my true self comes out when i sleep. never thought id cry out for her in my dreams anymore.

Lifes been so crazy spinning and shifting with every passing decision ....but its ok im indestructable.........i hope

This is what i need now in my life...

so anyways, i got a date coming up next week... she works at a gas station that i pass everyday on my way to work. might go see a movie with her.

as of art im still working on that 3000 pv pic, and im finishing up vampiress part 2.

but as of now ..i need sleep


I'm just a normal boy
That sank when I fell overboard
My ship would leave the country
But I'd rather swim ashore

Without a life vest I'd be stuck again
Wish I was much more masculine
Maybe then I could learn to swim
Like 'fourteen miles away'

Now floating up and down
I spin, colliding into sound
Like whales beneath me diving down
I'm sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse beam has just run out
I'm cold as cold as cold can be
be

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion... yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down

Where is the coastguard
I keep looking each direction
For a spotlight, give me something
I need something for protection
Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine
the jetsam sunk, I'm left behind
I'm treading for my life believe me
(How can I keep up this breathing)

Not knowing how to think
I scream aloud, begin to sink
My legs and arms are broken down
With envy for the solid ground
I'm reaching for the life within me
How can one man stop his ending
I thought of just your face
Relaxed, and floated into space

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion... yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down

Now waking to the sun
I calculate what I had done
Like jumping from the bow (yeah)
Just to prove I knew how (yeah)
It's midnight's late reminder of
The loss of her, the one I love
My will to quickly end it all
Set front row in my need to fall

Into the ocean, end it all

"into the ocean" by Blue october


~*~Clubs~*~


*Friends*



~feiron